There is a lot about my life that sucks. I don't have some "easy" life and I am not "lucky" as I have been told so many times. My life is just like every one elses. We are broke, we JUST get by. Isabella is developmentally delayed and considered special needs (this has been one of the hardest times of my life) We've lost a baby. Our marriage has suffered at times. I have family "issues" A LOT of them. and I could go on and on and on.
We all have a sob story, no one will get through life unscaved. I will not allow my life to be defined by these things. I CHOOSE not too. Instead I embrace them. I OWN them. I take from them the feelings I WANT to have and I discard the ones I don't. There is always more than one way to look at things and I do A LOT of looking before I decide how I let tragedy and misfortune impact my life. It isn't easy but it is that simple. I would rather take the long hard road to PEACE then stay on the short easy road to no where.
You won't hear me cry about it though, you will not be invited to my pitty party, cause I will never host one. I will vent, I will give you the details but that's about it. I would rather spend my time and energy on solutions to the problems.
I was just telling my Sister the other day how I am like a man in this respect (and many others as you will soon find out) Most women just want to talk (complain) about their problems, over and over and OVER again. I just want to deal with them. Put them all out on the table, vent, discuss, decide...SOLVE!
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